I Can’t Perceive !


In remembrance of the Lebanese American Philosopher E.A.Madi (1890-1957)Seeking answers Humans want to know.

(I) l came ,l don’t know from where or how l came to be l am ?
l can’t perceive ! l don’t know ! l don’t know !
l saw a path in front of me l began to walk ,
l must keep on walking willingly or unwillingly,
Whether l agree or whether l defy.
(II) How did l came to be? How did l sighted my way?
l can’t perceive ! l don’t know! l don’t know !
Am l new ,am l old in this existence ?
Am l free or am l captive of the unknown?
Am l leading myself or destiny is leading me?
l don’t know ! l don’t know !
l wish l knew the outcome ,but l don’t know !
(III) l have to coincide ,but why? l don’t know!
Is my journey rough one? Is it long one?
Is it short ?Is it unpredictable? Is it Sad?
Is it happy ? l don’t know !l don’t know !
(IV) Am l living my days or time is passing by?
l don’t know ! l don’t know !
l see stars so irradiate,but l don’t know Why?
l see clouds ,but l don’t know why they rain?
l see forest ,l see trees,but l don’t know
how they bloom ,why the bear luscious fruits?
Are they like me ,they don’t know why they came to be?
l don’t know ! l don’t know !
(V) l remember nothing of my past being and l can’t,
predict my coming years or what they are hiding?
l know l have a self,but l don’t know what it is?
So when would myself knows itself?l don’t know ! l don’t know!
(VI) l feel a struggle brewing within me ,
can a devil and an angle inhabit me ?
Bad and good fighting to invade me.
Why they keep disputing ?
Why they can’t get along? l don’t know .
(VII) Why cries accompany me not laughs ?
Why pain befriends me not Joy ?
Am l sane or am l insane ?
Did l loss all,how it happened ?
l don’t know! l don’t know !
(VIII) Am l going to be send back after l depart the world?
Aged , young ? Am l going to know myself?
Or l am to be no more ? l don’t know ! l don’t know !
(( May the new year opens the closed doors to help us understand our mission in this earth life.There is a definite reason why we were born in a certain time and a certain place.Are we going to try to unravel the mystery or we are going to let it be ? Have a bright and beautiful 2014 everyone , and to my dear 1725 followers l say thank you .Jalal Michael Sabbagh.http//gravatar.com/jmsabbagh86@gmail.com))

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God Is My Friend ! / Nurturing Prayers.


Friends do talk to each other . They love to know what life is all about.What are the trials they endure ? What are their hopes,dreams and needs ? Prayers are not only for adoration , intercessions ,thanks giving , petitions ,and to praise . Prayers are also to find the answers for the immediate questions .Prayers are the path to believe that miracles do happen .(( Lord open the closed hearts and let your light in.Jalal Michael Sabbagh.http://gravatar.com/jmsabbagh86@gmail.com))